Friday, September 21, 2012

DJ Groovy God and the Fresh Prince Jesus Christ

Turns out, I had an unexpected day off. Unfortunately, as most of my days off go, that’s when my body allows itself to be ill. This morning, I helped Judson see the kids off to school and then crawled back into bed. I set the alarm for 8:15 so I could see how I felt. See if I could rally to go to the all-school Mass. Alarm came. I hit snooze. I wasn’t feeling it, but I felt too guilty to turn it off.

The snooze alarm came on with the radio saying, “You will be amazed what God can do for you.” Then silence. So, yes. I listened. I went. I watched my babies participate in the Mass, side by side. I stayed hidden until the sign of peace, when I marched forwarded and shared it with them.

I am continually amazed at what God can do for me. And this is NOT the first time he’s woken me up with a personal message from the radio. That’s a whole other story. What the heck, I’ll share it here.

In the fall of 1997, I had just graduated from Marian College. I didn’t know what I was going to do with myself, so I accepted an amazing internship with NASA in Moffett Field, CA. When the internship was over, I had no plans, so a friend I made there, Andrea, and I decided to take part-time counselor positions with Space Camp. It was a good gig. We worked a few weeks and had a few weeks off. Free room and board, living with other young adults. Andrea and I got to be roomies and explore the area more in our time off. Andrea had just received her Master’s in planetary geology. So, she knew what she could do, but just had to take the time to find a job. That allowed us the time at Space Camp. We went to concerts, met astronauts. My Aunt Peggy came and toured Yosemite (where we got up close and personal with a bear). My friend, Becky, was living out there at the time and we got to spend some great times together.

In September, my grandmother was dying of emphysema. I found my way home. I went one night to Purdue to visit some friends before heading back to Columbus to visit my grandmother again one night. On the way to Columbus, I was VERY tired. Jet lagged, up too late, worried about Grandma. I think I was drifting off at the wheel when I heard, loud and clear, “Christen Struck” (that’s my maiden name). I jerked to attention. I was certain this was my guardian angel waking me up. Then, the angel (it was a male) went on, “1997 graduate of Marian College.” Then, you hear Mission Control counting backward from “T minus 10…” Next, a female’s voice (not mine, mind you), said, “I’ve always been a dreamer… (blah, blah, blah, a lot of inspiring stuff that were not my words).” I’m not sure when I realized this was the radio.

Here’s where I can back up. I was accepted into the NASA Ames Astrobiology Academy. One of eleven. My state science consortium was supposed to sponsor half of my experience, Lockheed-Martin, the other half. The IN Science Consortium had already agreed to sponsor another Hoosier at the Dryden Academy. I was not supposed to come up with the money personally, but they agreed that if I could find another sponsor I could go. Marian agreed to pay for my travel in exchange for a photo shoot for a print ad. I guess the release form I signed included radio ads. Let me tell you, that was a heck of a way to find out it included audio ads. I could barely walk when I got out of the car because I was shaking so badly.

The more I think back, this experience most likely occurred 15 years ago today. Something that brings this even more full-circle is Endeavor is taking it's final victory lap today as it heads to it's retirement home.

Thanks for making me hear you loud and clear God. That’s what I need most often, is a wake-up call. And, I’m glad you have a sense of humor!

marian nasa

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

What’s in a Name?

This week’s religion homework is to talk about where the children’s names came from. We’ve been discussing it most of the week. I even typed up a paper for them to remember this information. They have proudly taped these to their walls and made binders (all of their own idea) with these sheets (below).

Tonight as I picked the kids up from school, we talked again about their meanings. We talked about the history of St. Veronica. Thomas insisted, "When I'm married and I have a wife who has a baby, we'll name her Veronica. And when she's 5 she can tell her teacher that we named her after her Daddy's sister who is a special girl."

 

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THOMAS

RILEY

 

THOMAS

  • My brother’s name is David Thomas. He was named after
    • Thomas Riley: Mama ‘s (Daddy’s mother) brother. He was very special and helped take care of Mama when her mother died when she was 5.
    • David Riley: This was Thomas Riley’s son. He was Daddy’s favorite cousin.
  • Thomas means “twin.” Jesus’s apostle Thomas was a twin.
  • Daddy’s Confirmation name is Thomas, after St. Thomas Aquinas.

RILEY

  • This was Daddy’s mom’s last name before she got married.
  • Daddy’s middle name is Riley.

Daddy’s name is Judson Riley. He is named after his Grandfather, Judson Riley.
Mommy’s name is Christen Marie. She was born very close to Christmas, so she was named after Jesus Christ and Mary.


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JANE

 

VERONICA

  • St. Veronica was a very special girl who was kind to Jesus when the soldiers were being mean to him. She was very brave and wiped the sweat and blood from Jesus’s face while he was carrying his cross. She was rewarded by Jesus. He put an image of his face on the veil she used.
  • Veronica means “true image.” I look a lot like my sister Julianne. My parents also hope to teach me to show others the love of Jesus. They hope to make me show his image.
  • Mommy & Daddy are big fans of Elvis Costello. One of their favorite songs of his is "Veronica."

JANE

  • My sister’s name is Julianne Jane.  She was named after
    • Julianne: Grandma’s sister was very close to Grandma’s age and her best friend. She died before Mommy was born.
    • Jane: My brother and sister, David Thomas and Julianne Jane, were born on Grandma’s birthday!

Daddy’s name is Judson Riley. He is named after his Grandfather, Judson Riley.
Mommy’s name is Christen Marie. She was born very close to Christmas, so she was named after Jesus Christ and Mary.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

‘Twas Grace My Fears Relieved

This is only my 3rd week of playing at Mass at Little Flower. I honestly haven’t played much of anything in about 8 years. I haven’t played at a mass in more like 10 or 12 years. When I was pregnant with Julianne and David, I was too sick to play. Then, believing that babies hear music in utero, I felt so guilty and depressed that I never played for them. So, I just didn’t.

Well, a pregnancy later – same beginning to the story. Too sick to play. (And too worried). Then, when things settled down, if I ever tried to play, two little “musicians” would stop me by playing duets on top of me.

This week, the pre-selected song was “You are Mine.” This is THE song I immediately wanted played at Julianne and David’s funeral. This is THE song I cannot sing along with at Mass without tearing up. It’s beautiful.

So, I was nervous about playing this song at church tonight. I decided not to ask to change it. I was listening to Veronica in the bath as I got ready. I was in the other room, so she didn’t know I was listening. She was singing at the top of her lungs, The refrain was all about how much she loved me. One of the verses, however, went  "...and I love my sister and my two brothers..."

Felt all four kiddos at the piano bench with me tonight. Thanks, God.

You are Mine by David Haas

I will come to you in the silence
I will lift you from all your fear
You will hear My voice
I claim you as My choice
Be still, and know I am near
I am hope for all who are hopeless
I am eyes for all who long to see
In the shadows of the night,
I will be your light
Come and rest in Me

Do not be afraid, I am with you
I have called you each by name
Come and follow Me
I will bring you home
I love you and you are mine

I am strength for all the despairing
Healing for the ones who dwell in shame
All the blind will see, the lame will all run free
And all will know My name

Do not be afraid, I am with you
I have called you each by name
Come and follow Me
I will bring you home
I love you and you are mine

I am the Word that leads all to freedom
I am the peace the world cannot give
I will call your name, embracing all your pain
Stand up, now, walk, and live

Do not be afraid, I am with you
I have called you each by name
Come and follow Me
I will bring you home
I love you and you are mine

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Coming Soon–Catching up our Life in Blogs

So, this really is something I want to put together for my kiddos. This memoir that is my blog. I’ve been catching up some photo editing, so hopefully, little by little, I can get this blog back on track! Look for post dated stuff in the future. (What a backward sentence).